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Hello human beings,
I'm not gonna again write that I'm back, because I never left in the first place, also I'm done promising anything because I can't really control my mood and mindset at the time, so no promises what so ever, but here I am, again, after some time, writing something noone would read basically so I can reply to comments and questions with "read a journal"
I quick-read some of my messages and I'm not gonna reply to that because there is like 33 of them and I only have districted amount of braincells for this amount of cancer. Also I don't really feel social. No offence for the few of you who are asking peacefully for collab, help or some quality time in my presence. Another reason for this journal is answer the most asked questions I saw in my DMs, appologize for being a little piece of shit, be a little piece of shit, casual stuff.
WILL YOU DO A PRIVATE COLLAB WITH ME? (important also for the people who asked me before I left and said yes to, feel free to read only the important part)
At this point, I'm turning down every private collab offer, old or new. I'm sorry, but let me explain how I human. From time to time I happens to be super motivated and those are the times I usually just go throught my DMs and say yes to everything. HUGE MISTAKE. Then I forgot everything I promised, forgot what I promised to whom and people gets mad at me because I take my time. Well I'm a 22 years old female, I have plenty of shit going on other than doing collabs, like work, social life that does not exist, familly, my own personal projects like practicing my original art, doing my own edits, hobbies. . . also I'm naturaly lazy, so even tho it's kind of awkward to say I really don't have time for stuff that are important to me, and not to mention collabs with my friends. Some of them asked me about collab 4 years ago. Legends says they are still waiting. No it's not, it's pretty much confirmed news, they are waiting :'D In general, I'm not saying I'm never ever doing collabs again. If you happens to be really into working with me feel free to ask, but please don't be offended if I say no, it might happen. I will be super picky about collabs from now on . . . especially because when I take too much it gets stressfull and well this is my hobby, it's supposed to be fun not stress. I honestly was inactive this time for so long because I was AFRAID to OPEN MY DMS. Yop, I took so much shit that I had a straight up panic attack. And that's not the first time this have happened to me, couple of my "breaks" was straight up panic attacks because I was bombarded by people I just wasn't able to say no to. And that is just wrong, I should be in charge of my account not that I would be afraid to be online that someone will hunt me down because I was not able to finish our private edit collab. And I realize that is my fault, 100%, and unfair for the people, I could have said no to and it would be perfectly fine. I know I'm the one who did wrong here but what can I say... damage was already done to me and to people I pissed, I can apologize but that's it. Sorry but I'm not finishing anything. Sorry but no more collabs for a while.
ARE YOUR OPEN COLLABS STILL OPEN?
As soon as I upload an open collab on my account it's open forever, if I would feel like I don't want people to do it anyore, then I would delete it or write so. Some of them are super old, so I honestly feel like you shouldn't even be interested in doing them, because the character on them who is labeled Hikari and is holding a celestial spirit key, or wearing a cat lingerie is dead. She doesn't exist anymore. She is completely different, so I might as well open some new edit/original art collab just so the people who are interested might do that one instead of the old fugly once :'D
WILL YOU DO MY OPEN COLLAB?
No. I won't. If I would feel like doing some, I would do it at some point on my own.
DO YOU TAKE REQUESTS, COMMISIONS OR PRETTY MUCH WILL YOU DRAW MY CHARACTER?
At this time none of those are open. Request's won't be ever, same goes for "will you draw/edit my character". No I won't, I don't have time, I'm not charity I have to live from something :'D As in for paid commisions, I will open them at some point, but at this time I'm not confident enought about my art so they are closed for now.
DO YOU EDIT CHARACTERS AS A COMMISIONS?
Well, even tho I'm mostly an editor now, that will never happen. I'm fully aware that doing edits is pretty much tracing. Not pretty, much it's tracing. I couldn't care less as far as it's for fun and practice. But taking money from tracing someone else's work is just sick, don't ask me about it, really. Also as soon as I would take money for it, it would became illegal. So that's a big no for me.
CAN WE BE FRIENDS?
I don't see a problem here, but it's not like we became friends by you asing me this and me saying "yeah sure buddy". Talk to me, despite my occasional manners I'm a nice human being I will talk back to you at some point :'D Let's see how it turns out.
WATCH FOR WATCH?
FAVE FOR FAVE?
CAN YOU READ THIS?
CAN YOU LIKE THIS?
CAN YOU WATCH ME?
CAN YOU SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST ON FACEBOOK?
CAN YOU FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM?
Get the f* out of my page.
ART FOR ART?
This right here, is an interesting option.
HOW OFTEN DO YOU UPLOAD ON THIS OR THAT SOCIAL SITE?
I'm unstable as much as it's possible. There is no pattern behind my actions, it might have been every day it might have been once a year . . . I was trying to be active on youtube at least once a week but you go see my channel and tell me how that turned out :'D
CAN OUR CHARACTERS BE FRIENDS/RELATIVES?
Believe it or not, few years ago there was a girl who opened a fake Hikari account on facebook. And I called her out for that. We talked it out and she eventually asked me if our characters could be twin sisters implying that she pretty much steal my design, rename it and act as her relative. You know what I said? As stupid as I was back then? I said "Well, not sure about a twin part, but I'm actually considering giving my Hikari a younger sister, this might actually work" :'D And you know what she said to that? She was fucking offended that she has to be the YOUNGER sibling! :'D I was so done with people then, despite the fact that I should have told her to fuck off in the first place, I was so done with people. Safe to say, nah, eeh, not gonna happen, get out. <- Relatives speaking.
As in for friends, well she is a Fairy Tail member, living in Magnolia during the main events time. If your characters happens to be at the same time, at the sme place, they would have encountered at some point anyways so it is an possibility. But I'm just saying that Hikari is unfriendly bitch to people she don't know so there is a huge chance that she would laugh in your characters face or your character wouldn't really be interested in befriending her in the first place.
If you're asking me to do some special collabs or fanarts to glorify their random friendship - not gonna happen.
IS HIKARI SINGLE?
Hell no, she is taken, happily married, mother of 4 kids at this point in my head :'D Keep dreaming :'D Also I'm not doing pairings with random online people anymore other than my BFFs, even that is complicated and they are one message away.
WHERE I CAN FOUND YOU, HOW MANY OTHER ACCOUNTS DO YOU HAVE?
Well, I do have a few, but most of them is inactive by now.
Active: DeviantART (kinda), ASK (not replying to everything but I'm there a lot), INSTAGRAM (read below), VK (ocasionally), Messeger (don't bother, I'm replying only to personal stuff), Youtube (I'm lazy but officially active)
Inactive: Odnoklassniki (not going back ever), Facebook (I only keep my FB for work reasons), Skype (not even sure if I know my password anymore :'D), Photobucket (I came here once a year to update), Skyrock (nah),
I also have a blog, but it's mostly SK/CZ and it's ocasionally active/inactive depending on my mood. And a wiki page about Hikari that is possible to find online but I'm not gonna give direct link until it's perfectly accurate.
Another big thing I wanted to talk about is my instagram account. Or Hikstagram as I tend to call it. Not talking about my personal one, but the one I created with purpose to uploading my edits and art. Pretty much anything Hikari related, including some fun facts, backstory facts, straight up relationship explanations and even a sneak peek of her origin story I'm working on in form of roleplay. Also some work in progress. It's called furrashu.no.hikari same as here, and as of today, I'm more active there than I am here. You can even found there some original art that are not here yet - will be, but are not at this point - meaning that if there is an account that is 100% accurate and active it's that one. I don't know if I mentioned it already but DeviantArt really stress me out :'D
Also the girl who called me out for tracing recently? And I'm just like no Shit Sherlock tell me something I didn't accuse myself from in every second sentence I write? Like I know b*tch I'm a freaking EDITOR wtf And you know day goes on. I survived 7 years in this community I need medal already. Yeah I'm not going into this topic any deeper, I'm a smart b*tch, I keep that for the big fish, also I'm not sure if I mentioned it already but DeviantArt really, REALLY STRESS ME OUT. Like I know my law, but my last brain cell is really protesting in having this type of coversation again right now.
And that would be it from me, for today
I'm not gonna again write that I'm back, because I never left in the first place, also I'm done promising anything because I can't really control my mood and mindset at the time, so no promises what so ever, but here I am, again, after some time, writing something noone would read basically so I can reply to comments and questions with "read a journal"
I quick-read some of my messages and I'm not gonna reply to that because there is like 33 of them and I only have districted amount of braincells for this amount of cancer. Also I don't really feel social. No offence for the few of you who are asking peacefully for collab, help or some quality time in my presence. Another reason for this journal is answer the most asked questions I saw in my DMs, appologize for being a little piece of shit, be a little piece of shit, casual stuff.
Here comes the Q&A:
WILL YOU DO A PRIVATE COLLAB WITH ME? (important also for the people who asked me before I left and said yes to, feel free to read only the important part)
At this point, I'm turning down every private collab offer, old or new. I'm sorry, but let me explain how I human. From time to time I happens to be super motivated and those are the times I usually just go throught my DMs and say yes to everything. HUGE MISTAKE. Then I forgot everything I promised, forgot what I promised to whom and people gets mad at me because I take my time. Well I'm a 22 years old female, I have plenty of shit going on other than doing collabs, like work, social life that does not exist, familly, my own personal projects like practicing my original art, doing my own edits, hobbies. . . also I'm naturaly lazy, so even tho it's kind of awkward to say I really don't have time for stuff that are important to me, and not to mention collabs with my friends. Some of them asked me about collab 4 years ago. Legends says they are still waiting. No it's not, it's pretty much confirmed news, they are waiting :'D In general, I'm not saying I'm never ever doing collabs again. If you happens to be really into working with me feel free to ask, but please don't be offended if I say no, it might happen. I will be super picky about collabs from now on . . . especially because when I take too much it gets stressfull and well this is my hobby, it's supposed to be fun not stress. I honestly was inactive this time for so long because I was AFRAID to OPEN MY DMS. Yop, I took so much shit that I had a straight up panic attack. And that's not the first time this have happened to me, couple of my "breaks" was straight up panic attacks because I was bombarded by people I just wasn't able to say no to. And that is just wrong, I should be in charge of my account not that I would be afraid to be online that someone will hunt me down because I was not able to finish our private edit collab. And I realize that is my fault, 100%, and unfair for the people, I could have said no to and it would be perfectly fine. I know I'm the one who did wrong here but what can I say... damage was already done to me and to people I pissed, I can apologize but that's it. Sorry but I'm not finishing anything. Sorry but no more collabs for a while.
ARE YOUR OPEN COLLABS STILL OPEN?
As soon as I upload an open collab on my account it's open forever, if I would feel like I don't want people to do it anyore, then I would delete it or write so. Some of them are super old, so I honestly feel like you shouldn't even be interested in doing them, because the character on them who is labeled Hikari and is holding a celestial spirit key, or wearing a cat lingerie is dead. She doesn't exist anymore. She is completely different, so I might as well open some new edit/original art collab just so the people who are interested might do that one instead of the old fugly once :'D
WILL YOU DO MY OPEN COLLAB?
No. I won't. If I would feel like doing some, I would do it at some point on my own.
DO YOU TAKE REQUESTS, COMMISIONS OR PRETTY MUCH WILL YOU DRAW MY CHARACTER?
At this time none of those are open. Request's won't be ever, same goes for "will you draw/edit my character". No I won't, I don't have time, I'm not charity I have to live from something :'D As in for paid commisions, I will open them at some point, but at this time I'm not confident enought about my art so they are closed for now.
DO YOU EDIT CHARACTERS AS A COMMISIONS?
Well, even tho I'm mostly an editor now, that will never happen. I'm fully aware that doing edits is pretty much tracing. Not pretty, much it's tracing. I couldn't care less as far as it's for fun and practice. But taking money from tracing someone else's work is just sick, don't ask me about it, really. Also as soon as I would take money for it, it would became illegal. So that's a big no for me.
CAN WE BE FRIENDS?
I don't see a problem here, but it's not like we became friends by you asing me this and me saying "yeah sure buddy". Talk to me, despite my occasional manners I'm a nice human being I will talk back to you at some point :'D Let's see how it turns out.
WATCH FOR WATCH?
FAVE FOR FAVE?
CAN YOU READ THIS?
CAN YOU LIKE THIS?
CAN YOU WATCH ME?
CAN YOU SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST ON FACEBOOK?
CAN YOU FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM?
Get the f* out of my page.
ART FOR ART?
This right here, is an interesting option.
HOW OFTEN DO YOU UPLOAD ON THIS OR THAT SOCIAL SITE?
I'm unstable as much as it's possible. There is no pattern behind my actions, it might have been every day it might have been once a year . . . I was trying to be active on youtube at least once a week but you go see my channel and tell me how that turned out :'D
CAN OUR CHARACTERS BE FRIENDS/RELATIVES?
Believe it or not, few years ago there was a girl who opened a fake Hikari account on facebook. And I called her out for that. We talked it out and she eventually asked me if our characters could be twin sisters implying that she pretty much steal my design, rename it and act as her relative. You know what I said? As stupid as I was back then? I said "Well, not sure about a twin part, but I'm actually considering giving my Hikari a younger sister, this might actually work" :'D And you know what she said to that? She was fucking offended that she has to be the YOUNGER sibling! :'D I was so done with people then, despite the fact that I should have told her to fuck off in the first place, I was so done with people. Safe to say, nah, eeh, not gonna happen, get out. <- Relatives speaking.
As in for friends, well she is a Fairy Tail member, living in Magnolia during the main events time. If your characters happens to be at the same time, at the sme place, they would have encountered at some point anyways so it is an possibility. But I'm just saying that Hikari is unfriendly bitch to people she don't know so there is a huge chance that she would laugh in your characters face or your character wouldn't really be interested in befriending her in the first place.
If you're asking me to do some special collabs or fanarts to glorify their random friendship - not gonna happen.
IS HIKARI SINGLE?
Hell no, she is taken, happily married, mother of 4 kids at this point in my head :'D Keep dreaming :'D Also I'm not doing pairings with random online people anymore other than my BFFs, even that is complicated and they are one message away.
WHERE I CAN FOUND YOU, HOW MANY OTHER ACCOUNTS DO YOU HAVE?
Well, I do have a few, but most of them is inactive by now.
Active: DeviantART (kinda), ASK (not replying to everything but I'm there a lot), INSTAGRAM (read below), VK (ocasionally), Messeger (don't bother, I'm replying only to personal stuff), Youtube (I'm lazy but officially active)
Inactive: Odnoklassniki (not going back ever), Facebook (I only keep my FB for work reasons), Skype (not even sure if I know my password anymore :'D), Photobucket (I came here once a year to update), Skyrock (nah),
I also have a blog, but it's mostly SK/CZ and it's ocasionally active/inactive depending on my mood. And a wiki page about Hikari that is possible to find online but I'm not gonna give direct link until it's perfectly accurate.
INSTAGRAM AND TRACING
Another big thing I wanted to talk about is my instagram account. Or Hikstagram as I tend to call it. Not talking about my personal one, but the one I created with purpose to uploading my edits and art. Pretty much anything Hikari related, including some fun facts, backstory facts, straight up relationship explanations and even a sneak peek of her origin story I'm working on in form of roleplay. Also some work in progress. It's called furrashu.no.hikari same as here, and as of today, I'm more active there than I am here. You can even found there some original art that are not here yet - will be, but are not at this point - meaning that if there is an account that is 100% accurate and active it's that one. I don't know if I mentioned it already but DeviantArt really stress me out :'D
Also the girl who called me out for tracing recently? And I'm just like no Shit Sherlock tell me something I didn't accuse myself from in every second sentence I write? Like I know b*tch I'm a freaking EDITOR wtf
And you know day goes on. I survived 7 years in this community I need medal already. Yeah I'm not going into this topic any deeper, I'm a smart b*tch, I keep that for the big fish, also I'm not sure if I mentioned it already but DeviantArt really, REALLY STRESS ME OUT. Like I know my law, but my last brain cell is really protesting in having this type of coversation again right now. And that would be it from me, for today
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This or That | TAG
2 min read
So, with the start of the new year, I've got a huge temptation to once again steal some TAG concept and do a journal about it x'D
This time it's something I wanted to do for a very long time . . . geez nope, not that, actually there are things I wanna do even longer but nope, it's THIS or THAT TAG ♥
So, how I will do this? I watched some videos on YouTube, read some articles with a very unnecessary complicated questions . . . Like, it's just a freaing this or that, who can make that complicated?! Yop, some people actually did x'D
So, nope we're totally keeping it simple, and why not making it super easy as well xD
Oh, oh, and just to mention, I'm about to answer those few questions as me - me, not as Hikari - me, even tho those are in most cases pretty much the same x'D
So, how I will do this? I watched some videos on YouTube, read some articles with a very unnecessary complicated questions . . . Like, it's just a freaing this or that, who can make that complicated?! Yop, some people actually did x'D
So, nope we're totally keeping it simple, and why not making it super easy as well xD
Oh, oh, and just to mention, I'm about to answer those few questions as me - me, not as Hikari - me, even tho those are in most cases pretty much the same x'D
Lipstick or Lip Gloss?
Lipstick
Blush or Bronzer?
Bronzer
Long Sleeve or Short Sleeve?
Long Sleeve
Skirts or Dresses?
Dresses
Scarves or Hats?
Scarves . . . Headbands :'D
Necklaces or Bracelets?
Necklaces . . . Chokers x'D
Heels or Flats?
Heels
Jacket or Sweater/Hoodie?
Jacket
Flip Flops or Sandals?
Sandals
Bun or Ponytail?
Bun
Cats or Dogs?
Cats
Rain or Shine?
Shine
Sun or Snow?
Sun
Chocolate or Cheese?
Both ♥
And now I realized that I chose the questions wich are pretty much almost all about clothes and girly stuff x'D
Geez, I can't deny Hikari in me :'D
Lipstick
Blush or Bronzer?
Bronzer
Long Sleeve or Short Sleeve?
Long Sleeve
Skirts or Dresses?
Dresses
Scarves or Hats?
Scarves . . . Headbands :'D
Necklaces or Bracelets?
Necklaces . . . Chokers x'D
Heels or Flats?
Heels
Jacket or Sweater/Hoodie?
Jacket
Flip Flops or Sandals?
Sandals
Bun or Ponytail?
Bun
Cats or Dogs?
Cats
Rain or Shine?
Shine
Sun or Snow?
Sun
Chocolate or Cheese?
Both ♥
And now I realized that I chose the questions wich are pretty much almost all about clothes and girly stuff x'D
Geez, I can't deny Hikari in me :'D
HikariN
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I'm so done right now ._.
I literally just "google" myself out of boredome and the fuck . . . ._.
Ok, I knew that there are some fake accounts out there and to be honest I didn't even care that much about people doing this, because I'm just trying to stay positive and think about it as about a sick way how to show love :'D
But when I tap my name into an Instagram, there is not even my actual account coming out, but bunch of those fakers . . .
and those fakers are actually even more followed sometimes than my real accounts? :'D
I'm so done xD This is just . . . wow just wow :'D
Happy 2018 everybody xD
Staying possitive is sometimes really hard when they are people who steal your character and create a bisexual relationship with Saeko :'D ♥
So to avoid this in the future, I'm putting a list of my actual accounts down there, so if you are interested you can found me on any social media . . . if you're not you can go follow some of those fake ones just to piss me off x'DD
♥
Find me on:
Facebook: Hikari Rosset Nagasumi (Monika Machová)
YouTube: Hikari Nagasumi
Instagram: blhikachu
Twitter: BLHikachu
Skype: monika-cece-stella (I can't found my password so I guess not anymore ><)
Ask.fm: HikariRossetNagasumi
Also on:
Skyrock: Furrashu-no-neko (not really :'D but this acc. is mine x'D)
PhotoBucket: Hikari-Stells-Ce
KaraokeTexty: Hikachu
VK: Hikari Nagasumi (Hikachu)
Odnoklassniki: Hikari Nagasumi (pretty much same as about Skyrock :'D)
And maybe even here:
naj-lps.blog.cz
Ok, I knew that there are some fake accounts out there and to be honest I didn't even care that much about people doing this, because I'm just trying to stay positive and think about it as about a sick way how to show love :'D
But when I tap my name into an Instagram, there is not even my actual account coming out, but bunch of those fakers . . .
and those fakers are actually even more followed sometimes than my real accounts? :'D
I'm so done xD This is just . . . wow just wow :'D
Happy 2018 everybody xD
Staying possitive is sometimes really hard when they are people who steal your character and create a bisexual relationship with Saeko :'D ♥
So to avoid this in the future, I'm putting a list of my actual accounts down there, so if you are interested you can found me on any social media . . . if you're not you can go follow some of those fake ones just to piss me off x'DD
♥
Find me on:
Facebook: Hikari Rosset Nagasumi (Monika Machová)
YouTube: Hikari Nagasumi
Instagram: blhikachu
Twitter: BLHikachu
Skype: monika-cece-stella (I can't found my password so I guess not anymore ><)
Ask.fm: HikariRossetNagasumi
Also on:
Skyrock: Furrashu-no-neko (not really :'D but this acc. is mine x'D)
PhotoBucket: Hikari-Stells-Ce
KaraokeTexty: Hikachu
VK: Hikari Nagasumi (Hikachu)
Odnoklassniki: Hikari Nagasumi (pretty much same as about Skyrock :'D)
And maybe even here:
naj-lps.blog.cz
HikariN
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8 facts about Sayuki Nagasumi | TAG
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Guys, this time I actually got tagged! xD So no, I'm not just crazy and stealing again, this time it's 100% ok :'D
So, Let's see what is this about . . . ok it looks like I'm supposed to write down 8 things about my character, which I already did before but this time I got tagged to do it for my other character, Hikari's younger half sister Sayuki :3 Which is something I'm super excited about because I never really talked about her before. There is like one picture with her so I'm pretty sure that some people doesn't even know that Hikari has a sibling xDD
Btw I got tagget by mamimi-chu
----- R U L E S -----
1. Please, post these rules.
2. Post 8 facts about your character
3 Tag 8 other characters, list their names and the creators.
4. Tag backs are fine.
------ L E T ' S B E G I N ------
Alright, so Meet Sayuki Kessho Nagasumi. Which just go by Sayuki Nagasumi because like I said before I totally lost interest in middle names :'D To be honest, I'm not sure if I even add that "Kessho" part when I'll be one day introducing her with a guild card and stuff . . . It means crystal in japaness and same as with Hikari I named her like that because I wanted their middle names to represent the english version of their names and she was supposed to be Crystal. Yes, I actually like that name in the past :'D But now I just see all those "porn star" vibes around it so big no no :'D Actually neighter her or Hikari have their english names anymore so, bye bye Crystal and Rosalie Parks :'D Not anymore xD
Ok I guess that can be a fact number one :3 Then let me go straigt to fact number two, which would be her look. You can pretty much see her in this picture I made before some time. She is supposed to have dark-red hair with some sort of blonde tips. It should look waaaay more natural than I actually made it :'D So I'm planning on practice that part in the future xD It shoul represent some sort of fire look which brings us right straight to fact number three her magic.
Yes, her magic is fire. But blue fire because I just like blue ok? xD It's not that strange really, when you think about it blue fire is actually the strongest one and most dangerous one when you got burn and stuff. So blue fire do exist, and it's way more real than blue lightning and no one was complaining about that so :'D
Fact number four, her eyes are blue. I know that I'm a little cheating right now because we was already talking about her look, and I was totally supposed to write it there, but . . . but . . . her eyes are blue ok? :'D And if you're asking how are they sisters when they look totally different . . . as I already mentioned she is only Hikari's half sister. Which is btw fact number five ♥ They've got same mother, but different father. And Sayuki got her eyes from her father. Her hair are a little strange tho, since their mother is born blonde as Hikari (she dyied her hair black later but that's not important right now). But I've got a natural blond friend and I know that genetic is a bitch. Sometimes when there are both parents blond there is a chance that they will have a red-head child. So that's pretty much what happened here xD
Fact number six, her personality :'D Oh god. The messed up part is here :'D I already said at some point that Hikari is supposed to be a little broken and dead inside which makes her be a bitch sometimes to the people she cared about. Well, that is nothing comparing to Sayuki. Even tho she is the one with complete familly, their mother is kinda traumatized from something which happend with Hikari's biological father and that made her . . . let's say not best mother. She is a control freak, Hikari got that from her, but Sayuki on the other hand is more like a rebelling younger sibling which some of you might have. Both, their mother and her sister are literally controling everything about her life so the only person she likes is actually her father. She spend all the time with him, but that makes her a little . . . let's say she likes older guys :'D But before you call the cops on me for being creepy pedofile, no not that old for god sake! :'D
Let's just say (that's btw fact number seven) that she is 5 years younger than Hikari, and Hikari's boyfriend Aki is older for another 2 years. When they met, she is 12 and he is 19. And she really want to marry him :'D
WHICH HE REFUSE! WITH GROSE! I'm not pedofile ok! :'D But she litterally fall in love at the first sight. And right now, she kinda have no idea about him and Hikari being engaged or together for that matter :'D But let's just say that if she hates her sister before, oh god :'D
And finally fact number eight, even tho she act slutty sometimes (all the time :'D) despite her age, she is basically just screaming for attention. Yop, she got issues, but nothing so bad which can't be fixed one day and I really hope that by the time as I'll be creating her from now on, I'll found the perfect way how to redeem her character into something really good. It might not look like it since I'm not drawing her at all, and I'm not talking about her a lot, and I made her into slut pre-teen who only care about herself, but I really like this character and I really want to give her some character development by the time :3
Oh, and my "favourite part" the TAGs :'D
I should tag like . . . 8 people? oh dear, I'm not sure If I even know 8 people here on more that regular commenting basis x'DDD I'm gonna tag just this one
, because . . . yeah I would tag noone just because I'm not that type of person who tag someone, but . . . she has broken computer and hate doing this stuff also her english suck so . . . it'll be fun :'D
Oh, oh and I'm also supposed to choose character for you :'D Oh well :'D Not Dia, because that would be just way too easy for you x'D Eihter Aki or Kaya, whatever is harder ♥
------ L E T ' S B E G I N ------
Alright, so Meet Sayuki Kessho Nagasumi. Which just go by Sayuki Nagasumi because like I said before I totally lost interest in middle names :'D To be honest, I'm not sure if I even add that "Kessho" part when I'll be one day introducing her with a guild card and stuff . . . It means crystal in japaness and same as with Hikari I named her like that because I wanted their middle names to represent the english version of their names and she was supposed to be Crystal. Yes, I actually like that name in the past :'D But now I just see all those "porn star" vibes around it so big no no :'D Actually neighter her or Hikari have their english names anymore so, bye bye Crystal and Rosalie Parks :'D Not anymore xD
Ok I guess that can be a fact number one :3 Then let me go straigt to fact number two, which would be her look. You can pretty much see her in this picture I made before some time. She is supposed to have dark-red hair with some sort of blonde tips. It should look waaaay more natural than I actually made it :'D So I'm planning on practice that part in the future xD It shoul represent some sort of fire look which brings us right straight to fact number three her magic.
Yes, her magic is fire. But blue fire because I just like blue ok? xD It's not that strange really, when you think about it blue fire is actually the strongest one and most dangerous one when you got burn and stuff. So blue fire do exist, and it's way more real than blue lightning and no one was complaining about that so :'D
Fact number four, her eyes are blue. I know that I'm a little cheating right now because we was already talking about her look, and I was totally supposed to write it there, but . . . but . . . her eyes are blue ok? :'D And if you're asking how are they sisters when they look totally different . . . as I already mentioned she is only Hikari's half sister. Which is btw fact number five ♥ They've got same mother, but different father. And Sayuki got her eyes from her father. Her hair are a little strange tho, since their mother is born blonde as Hikari (she dyied her hair black later but that's not important right now). But I've got a natural blond friend and I know that genetic is a bitch. Sometimes when there are both parents blond there is a chance that they will have a red-head child. So that's pretty much what happened here xD
Fact number six, her personality :'D Oh god. The messed up part is here :'D I already said at some point that Hikari is supposed to be a little broken and dead inside which makes her be a bitch sometimes to the people she cared about. Well, that is nothing comparing to Sayuki. Even tho she is the one with complete familly, their mother is kinda traumatized from something which happend with Hikari's biological father and that made her . . . let's say not best mother. She is a control freak, Hikari got that from her, but Sayuki on the other hand is more like a rebelling younger sibling which some of you might have. Both, their mother and her sister are literally controling everything about her life so the only person she likes is actually her father. She spend all the time with him, but that makes her a little . . . let's say she likes older guys :'D But before you call the cops on me for being creepy pedofile, no not that old for god sake! :'D
Let's just say (that's btw fact number seven) that she is 5 years younger than Hikari, and Hikari's boyfriend Aki is older for another 2 years. When they met, she is 12 and he is 19. And she really want to marry him :'D
WHICH HE REFUSE! WITH GROSE! I'm not pedofile ok! :'D But she litterally fall in love at the first sight. And right now, she kinda have no idea about him and Hikari being engaged or together for that matter :'D But let's just say that if she hates her sister before, oh god :'D
And finally fact number eight, even tho she act slutty sometimes (all the time :'D) despite her age, she is basically just screaming for attention. Yop, she got issues, but nothing so bad which can't be fixed one day and I really hope that by the time as I'll be creating her from now on, I'll found the perfect way how to redeem her character into something really good. It might not look like it since I'm not drawing her at all, and I'm not talking about her a lot, and I made her into slut pre-teen who only care about herself, but I really like this character and I really want to give her some character development by the time :3
So yeah, that's petty much it xD What can I say at the end, give her chance she's not that bad :'D
Oh, and my "favourite part" the TAGs :'D
I should tag like . . . 8 people? oh dear, I'm not sure If I even know 8 people here on more that regular commenting basis x'DDD I'm gonna tag just this one
, because . . . yeah I would tag noone just because I'm not that type of person who tag someone, but . . . she has broken computer and hate doing this stuff also her english suck so . . . it'll be fun :'D Oh, oh and I'm also supposed to choose character for you :'D Oh well :'D Not Dia, because that would be just way too easy for you x'D Eihter Aki or Kaya, whatever is harder ♥
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OC Interview . . .
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. . . I wasn't actually tagged like it's usual, I just cold-bloodedly stole the questions :'D Because I'm a crazy stealer :'D But who cares right? (Actually author of these questios might but . . . I don't care :'D IT'S A TAG STOP JUDGING ME! xD)
Rules:
1. Choose one of your Ocs.
2. The answers must be written in your Oc's point of view.
3. Your Oc cannot lie
4. Journal's title should be OC Interview
5. Tag as many people as you want.
6. Have fun!
So anyway, I love doing things like this (tags, not stealing xD) and also in the past few months I've got a lot of messages from people asking me some things about my character, so I found it as a funny way how to answer some of those questions in the process of doing something I actually like xD
I think it's pretty obvious but I'm choosing Hikari because like . . . da I've got more characters, but let's be honest nobody knows them :'D
The rule #6 is to have fun! So I had fun while I was stealing these questions! x'D Ok, now I'm pushing it unnecessary, too much :'D
So anyway, I love doing things like this (tags, not stealing xD) and also in the past few months I've got a lot of messages from people asking me some things about my character, so I found it as a funny way how to answer some of those questions in the process of doing something I actually like xD
I think it's pretty obvious but I'm choosing Hikari because like . . . da I've got more characters, but let's be honest nobody knows them :'D
1. What is your real name and nickname?
Well, my full name is Hikari Rosset Nagasumi, but I'm not much into my middle name lately so I goes just by Hikari Nagasumi.
And about a nicname . . . oh god . . . am I suppossed to name all of them? Seriously? Isn't it enought when I say that my friends usually calls me just Hikari or Hik/Hika?
Ok, I know that those are not exactly a "nicknames" but, arg, yop there are "names" like Hikachu, Hikachumon, Koneko-chan, Nekoita, My Lady, Princess, Sleeping Beauty, Wicked Witch, Ugly Monster . . . there is pretty much everything from nice ones to . . . those given to me by that Chichiru brat Dia :/
And about a nicname . . . oh god . . . am I suppossed to name all of them? Seriously? Isn't it enought when I say that my friends usually calls me just Hikari or Hik/Hika?
Ok, I know that those are not exactly a "nicknames" but, arg, yop there are "names" like Hikachu, Hikachumon, Koneko-chan, Nekoita, My Lady, Princess, Sleeping Beauty, Wicked Witch, Ugly Monster . . . there is pretty much everything from nice ones to . . . those given to me by that Chichiru brat Dia :/
2. Interesting, what is your current age?
*note: this is actually pretty hard question because she is supposed to be 21 now, but in our current roleplay she is like 19 or something and also there is the "Tenrou gap" of 7 years in the air so . . . she is . . . gah xD
Well let's see, she was born on December 28th, x767, Joined Fairy Tail when she was 15 years old in x782
and another importat year in the manga is x792 which makes her 25 but there is also a Tenrou time gap of 7 years somewhere during those 10 years in between x782 and x792 so she shoul be 25 but looking to be 18/19? Geez she is same age as me, 21 :'D Fuck logic :'D*
3. What is your favorite food?
Absolutelly salmon :3 I would eat that like . . . all the time. Actually I do . . . salmon is life xD
But I also like anything sweet or spicy.
And strawberry cake ♥
And licorice ♥
And white chocolate ♥
As I said, anything sweet and spicy . . .
4. And your favorite drink?
Coke. The drink not the drug :'D
I'm obsessed. It's in my veins. Actually I'm more like addicted, then obsessed? I mean I can stop anytime but why would I want to? It's not like I can't be without it . . . ok stop judging me I can't be without it, my head literally hurts like hell when I try to drink a watter or something else taste-less and disgusting . . .
5. Confession time, who is your lover?
Ok, I didn't see this coming.
Since we're like engaged and stuff I think it's pretty obvious but ok, Akihiro Mikazuki is the name you're looking for.
And stop judging me . . . again . . . I know what you think and no I'm not just some side chick . . . I hope. No I'm not, I trust him and just for the record I would gut him with a hunting knife and he knows that . . .
6. Have you kissed anyone yet?
Seriously? I literally just said who's banging me and you're asking if I ever got kissed? You know what, nah, I totally lied, we're just holding hands and sharing our deep dark feelings about Dia Mikazuki. . .
7. Do you have a childhood sweetheart?
I'm gonna be completelly honest with you right now.
I have no idea what that is and I'm actually glad.
8. Who is your favorite author?
It's not like I read that much . . . I mean I like books, but . . . I don't have a favourite author.
9. What is your biggest fear?
Watter.
Oh, oh and spiders. I hate spiders.
And Dia Mikazuki. Especially that she is gonna be there for the rest of my life, like . . . all the time . . . just leave bitch nobody would care! Especially not me . . . ok maybe your brother and cousin a little but . . . that's not my problem just move out already! ._.
Also I'm not a fan of my father, glad he's dead . . . by the hand of that brat Dia . . . ok at least she did one thing right.
And when we're talking about my father, it reminds me that thanks to him I'm also afraid of dark, especially when I'm alone . . . shadows are creepy you know . . .
When I think about it I'm actually afraid of a lot of things :'D
Oh, oh and spiders. I hate spiders.
And Dia Mikazuki. Especially that she is gonna be there for the rest of my life, like . . . all the time . . . just leave bitch nobody would care! Especially not me . . . ok maybe your brother and cousin a little but . . . that's not my problem just move out already! ._.
Also I'm not a fan of my father, glad he's dead . . . by the hand of that brat Dia . . . ok at least she did one thing right.
And when we're talking about my father, it reminds me that thanks to him I'm also afraid of dark, especially when I'm alone . . . shadows are creepy you know . . .
When I think about it I'm actually afraid of a lot of things :'D
10. Any siblings?
Well, there is my annoying and slutty half sister Sayuki who dreams about marrying my fiance and also those other three step siblings I'm not supposed to know about yet :'D
11. Who is your worst enemy?
I don't have one? . . . I mean as I said . . . repeatedly, I'm not a fan of that Dia brat, but she's like nothing to me not a worst enemy. Then mayby my father? But he's dead so . . .
12. Huh, okay. Who is your best friend?
My "sister" Nisha of course.
She can literally read my mind. But by that cute "I'm your sister, we're the same" kind of way not the creepy way of actually reading my mind like Dia do with her telepathy :/ Did I mention that I hate her? Like a lot?
Well she's got some nice moments . . . like when she killed my father . . . and when she actually tried to protect me from my father . . . and when he almost killed her . . . and she also got me this necklase I actually like and my pig which I kinda appreciate . . . what am I saying I hate her! She's annoying! Hate her!!
*note: Dia is actually one of Hikari's best friends, and most important people but what can I say, she is obviously in the denying phase :'D 1. Denial and Isolation; 2. Anger; 3. Bargaining; 4. Depression; 5. Acceptance. Four more to go, this will be a long messy road :'D
Also there is my best friend Ren who is like a brother to me and of course Aki who is probably the closest one since we're sharing a bed and stuff. . .
13. What would you do if you meet your creator?
I would kick her ass for changing me so much, also why exactly is she trying to friend me up with that Dia brat? I mean only because you and her creator are friends doesn't mean we have to be friends as well! Ok to be fair she also create Aki which I'm actually happy she did. Maybe I would also thank her for pairing us up but then I would kick her ass for also trying to friend me up with Dia!
14. What do you want to be when you're grown up?
A fashion designer, obviously.
15. What is your worst nightmare?
Drowning . . . with Dia ._.
16. What is your life long dream?
Well, I'm gonna repeat myself but I really wanna be a fashion designer also I do wanna kill Dia :'D
17. What would you do if your dream came true?
Die in piece :'D
18. Okay, where is your favorite place to relax?
My bed. There is definitelly nothing better than sleeping. I would sleep like . . . a whole life if I could. With my cats :3
And I also love a hot bath, that's awesome ♥
And there is this place in park we use to date with Aki a lot . . .
But my bed xD
19. Last question, what do you do most of the time?
Basically I just told you, I sleep a lot :'D Also I'm taking a bath a lot. And there is also a time when I have to train my magic but most of the time I'm just annoying people with my sence of humor, great personality, crazy ideas and fresh puns.
And I'm spending time with my friends and team-mates, but . . . during this I'm usually sleeping or pranking them so . . . yeah we argue a lot, also we do eat a lot and then I got mad and they are trying to change my mind from moving out . . . usually I change my mind when I actually do move out . . . so there is a lot of carring around a heavy stuff all the time . . .
. . . yeah smetimes my cat runs away, because there is an open window and . . . Levis love to jump out of the windows so . . . we are looking for him and then we're arguing even more and Dia is just annoying as fuck all the time and I just wanna go tosleep or eat so . . . yeah that's that :'D
And I'm spending time with my friends and team-mates, but . . . during this I'm usually sleeping or pranking them so . . . yeah we argue a lot, also we do eat a lot and then I got mad and they are trying to change my mind from moving out . . . usually I change my mind when I actually do move out . . . so there is a lot of carring around a heavy stuff all the time . . .
. . . yeah smetimes my cat runs away, because there is an open window and . . . Levis love to jump out of the windows so . . . we are looking for him and then we're arguing even more and Dia is just annoying as fuck all the time and I just wanna go tosleep or eat so . . . yeah that's that :'D
20. Done! Now tag (awe)some people!
Well . . . I have to :'D
I know that you doesn't have a computer right now, but you can write it on your cellphone!
Stop bitching, you're doing it.
And I'm actually really curious how this will turn out for a woman which keeps entertaining me this last few weeks ♥
You got under my skin, you creepy green person! :'D
Well . . . I have to
:'D I know that you doesn't have a computer right now, but you can write it on your cellphone!
Stop bitching, you're doing it.
And I'm actually really curious how this will turn out for a woman which keeps entertaining me this last few weeks ♥
You got under my skin, you creepy green person! :'D
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